Indiana #1

The lawn outside my Mom’s house in Indiana. The last rain was on her birthday, June 4–so over a month ago.  There is a chance of rain as well a possible “cooling off’ (down into the 80s) tomorrow, though apparently recent potential rains have been hours of lightning with nothing wet.  We shall see.  Regardless, … Read more

Coming Home

It’s late April now; daylight has been saved, summer’s heat is in preview, and it is still light as I commute home. The bus lets me off at a three-pronged intersection–two streets perpendicular to each other and one diagonal–thus I must cross three streets, each with lights timed against the others, in order to reach … Read more

3 Weeks?

It feels like just a few minutes ago I was feeling guilty for neglecting this blog. How long has it been? I wondered, and took a look to see it really wasn’t so bad, less that two weeks. I figured if I got to it over the weekend, it wouldn’t be too bad. Today I … Read more

I’m Still Here!

I don’t know why I’m not writing much here–though I can guess. I have essay assignments due for both of my classes in the past couple of weeks, and now I’m working on this screenplay. A few random things: I think mercury just went into retrograde this week. My friends who are into astrology always … Read more

Resolution on the Rebound

February, as you may recall, is my “make active choices” month. How’s it going? Meh… The parameters of the goal are pretty fuzzy, life has been in flux. I have not consistently been prioritizing that trip to the gym over other things. So I thought another form of active choice would be to throw a … Read more

Animated GIF!!

Today I went to this festival at USC called “Get Your Hands Dirty with the Arts.” I signed up to learn how to make an animated Gif. We were supposed to bring an object, so I brought some clay. This other woman in my group also brought clay, so we were on the same page. … Read more

Equanimity Required

Update on the re-fi saga: It looks like it’s back on the table. I went back to the bank, and it seems they overlooked something that threw things back in my favor. Which was awesome. When my loan rep told me, I was ecstatic. Then, as I walked back to work–I realized that the profound, … Read more

Breaking out the 5-HTP and Buffy.

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tO7J2knk4Ew] It’s been a hard couple weeks. I can’t even remember why, now, or if there is a why. I just know that when Wednesday came around, it was an exception. I felt much better. I literally thought:”Wow, I feel so much happier. How odd that I had to drag myself through yesterday, and … Read more