Suffering, Self-Imposed

When I was younger, and my homework took hours, my mom would check on me as my bedtime came and went and ask, “Are you really working, or are you just suffering?” But probably I was doing both. Some of the work was my actual homework. The rest was battling my own resistance to doing … Read more

Tomorrow

So, sometime tomorrow I will find out whether I won a hundred-thousand dollar Amazon studios Annual Awards prize…or not. It’s strange to think that right now I don’t know–the outcome seems so wide open, but by tomorrow night at this time, I will know–one way or the other. My evening tonight got a little bit … Read more

The Weekend

Not half bad.Friday: I made progress on my office–the hallway is full of more candidates for the garage sale. Saturday: The afore mentioned animated gif class and lunch with friends too long neglected. Game night at our neighbors’. We played Dune, a pretty involved game, which thankfully only took three hours–it can take much longer! … Read more

Hinx Minx

Not unrelated to the topic of my last post, about actions and efforts and living with outcomes we can’t control: My friend Becky has been working diligently, and living with a lot of “almosts” for the last year or so. That changed this week when she won the Ohio State University Press /The Journal Poetry … Read more