Already Dead-A Hollywood Update

Few things put me in a worse mood than filling in the forms at withoutabox.com. The whole process, answering page after page of questions about “my project” that don’t need to be answered for the contest at hand (in this case, for others who are interested, the Final Draft Big Break competition), and, of course, … Read more

I’m Just a Girl Who Can’t Say No

On Saturday, I awoke dreading going to my friend’s Disco Party she was throwing for her husband’s birthday that night. I thought about backing out, I imagined staying home, reading books, perhaps even partaking of an activity that has been completely lacking of late—writing! But then I thought of the efforts my friend had put … Read more

A Trip to the Courthouse

So, you may remember that I received a traffic citation for going around a stopped car, because in going around the car, half of my car allegedly extended beyond the right side of the street–it was the street pictured below. Yesterday I went to the Los Angeles Metropolitan Court as ordered to pay my “bail” … Read more

Getting in Front of Judges

Judges 1: First Pitch Update: I did NOT send my script out within one week. I made changes, came very close, then sent the script to my thesis professor, who needed a couple of days to look it over, so raring at the bit, and nagging him at every opportunity, I waited. Last night I … Read more

What’s Going On…

1) The first night of pitching went pretty well. Everyone was assigned eleven different tables–each with a representative from a production, management company or agency. I had requested mainly managers, as I have been told that they will look at your writing and help develop and brand you if you aren’t actually quite ready for … Read more

First Pitch Tonight!

Thought I’d try to set out with a more optimistic post on the boards after this series of downers. I know my pitches pretty well. Well enough. I’ve researched my company. I’ve printed my map. I found a shirt that mostly works. I found some boots that are pretty good. I’m not so incredibly anxious. … Read more

Anxiety DOES Come in Waves

I can’t believe I’ve never noticed that before. Every morning this week, I rise from slumber when Paul’s phone rings–or his alarm goes off. (Not because he needs to get up, just because…but that’s another rant.) And I have about ten seconds of blissful forgetfulness, and then I remember First Pitch–the speed pitching event to … Read more

Knowing When to Fold ’em

One summer when i was a kid, my parents decided to turn off the television for the entire summer. There was one exception (although in retrospect, I bet there was some secret Tv after our bedtimes), and that was on Sunday evenings) when my dad would plug the TV back in and the whole family … Read more

Insecurity Is My Friendly Shadow

Second guessing at every turn. I guess it’s that time of year.I guess it’s that time of life.I guess it’s just me, doing that thing I do.Doo doo doo wop de doo. I think I have this vision of my life now, what I would like to be. Maybe.Exactly half of the time I want … Read more

Cool Chart

via dogpossum who found it at Lapham’s Quarterly I like it because it validates my habit of working in bed at the beginning of the day. If it had good results for Edith Wharton…